Questions of My Thoughts, pt. 4

 
 

 

 

Text Box: Every tear of rain that falls in remembrance for every lost soul, broken heart, suicide, aborted baby, someone who died while trying to save another life and with each tear of rain we absorb, their pain is somehow lessened***Have you ever wanted something/someone so badly that their absence feels like a physical pain as you cry yourself to sleep every night and if there was any mercy in this world surely he could bring her to you with God speed***Your thoughts of love finds her at the exact moment when she’s thinking of you and together your thoughts merge and find a sanctuary that love only allows for its beautiful children***Today a good man died and you never had the opportunity to meet him in this life but his funeral 

Text Box: procession lets you know that he was loved and will be forever missed, his life had meaning to the people he touched***Heaven is richer tonight and one less angel guards the innocent on earth***To live your entire life and never experience a deep profound love for another human being-what could be sadder than not to be touched by the hands of love***Given a choice of never getting your heart broken and living life safely and anonymously, every time I would choose love even with the fear of heartbreak looming around the corner***Because even when your heart is broken you will know how deeply you can truly love and isn’t that worth more than never having loved at all***When you love someone more than your own life and even if God told that they had 

Text Box: done you wrong, even then, you would ask him for proof of this lover’s misdeed***Isn’t love crazy, Isn’t it***Do you ever think that when God observes you going about your daily life and you’re being self-destructive is he disappointed at the choices you’re making when he knows you could be so much better than what you’ve shown to the world***Can you love someone but not love them enough to make them happy and is it unselfish to set them free or are you just taking the easy way out as you’ve always done***Do you remember the exact moment when you fell in love and now as you recollect that moment did you actually know you were falling in love or just thought you were experiencing a special moment***With so many people loving you why are you always alone and you’re heart is so 

Text Box: empty of love*** Tonight in the shadow of my company I will cry for myself and pray to God to make me the man I should be but haven’t as yet attained the character needed to reach the pedestal of the beauty that lives in my heart and gets lost in the translation of my everyday life***Everyone who’s crossed your path if they can remember you on your best day and let that memory be a lasting memory, and not of the times when you were less than yourself when the Devil had taken residence in your heart***The image of the goodness you once portrayed is a truer reflection of who you truly are***As Aunty Talin would always tell me, God have mercy***I say it now, God have mercy.

Dean Jean-Pierre
12-10-05
1:30pm