Questions of My Thoughts (Even My Thoughts Have Questions) Part 3
 
 

 

 

Text Box: Everyday that you breathe are you leading your true life or just masquerading and passing time***Isn’t there something you would rather be doing with your precious time on this earth, but instead it’s safer to dream instead of really trying***To try would mean you might fail and if that happens then you no longer have the luxury of calling it your back up plan anymore***But, what if you succeeded and all your dreams came true***And tell me if you were able to Text Box: experience the depths of the pain your words/deeds have inflicted on the ones who’ve loved you would it make you stop for a moment and reconsider your actions***Have you ever had a perfect day that you would love to recreate over and over again, a day where everything was perfectly aligned with the moon and the stars and to this day you’ve been unable to duplicate it and when you find yourself at the depths of depression/ennui the feeling that day brought you makes you smile again***If you knew that Text Box: the innocent child living inside of you would wreck havoc on this world doing unimaginable things to innocent women would you abort his life or hope that your love could change his fate***At what point do you become aware that the life you envisioned will never come to fruition and you are after all just meant to live an ordinary life can you come to terms with this and be happy with your life***If you know a certain truth to be true and the knowledge of this would inflict pain of monumental devastation on a Text Box: friend/loved one and the only way they would ever know is by you telling them…Isn’t silence now golden or will this truth somehow enhance their life***More questions will come and when sleep closes my eyes maybe I will find a few answers, but for now, goodnight. Dean Jéan-Pierre 11-26-05 1:44 pm