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Fragile....
words
which affected me so deeply, moved me so spiritually
now
ring hallow and cold
arms
that once comforted me when the only warmth to be found
was
right here in your arms
now
they feel like a prison & I can't wait to break free
a
love that touched the most sacred part of me
on
your honor, you vowed, my heart you would always keep safe
your
words I took as gospel were nothing but fairytale lies
humans
by their nature are fallible, weak,
easily
susceptible to temptations of the flesh
and
only in retrospect do we regret a moment of weakness
hurt
isn't real unless it's seen in the face of another
only
then can we truly feel
the
impact of one selfish act of indiscretion
of
one torrid night of passion
passion
comes and goes but betrayal of a lover eats at the soul
decaying
a hole so deep not even an eternity can heal
love
is a sacred trust, as sacred as the bible preached to us
once
trust has been destroyed how are U supposed to believe again?
how
can you regain that innocent feeling?
when
the thought of love is all consuming
when
you see her in the far off distance
It
feels like an eternity before she reaches you
when
the last thought on your mind as sleep takes U away
are
thoughts of her which will fill your dreams
when
you open your eyes and you're greeted by sunlight
the
dream you had of her breaks your face into a beautiful smile
and
now, her heart you swore you would never break
the
pain you said she would never feel
not
even your lies she will now believe
deceit
shines in your eyes and just by looking at you she knows
she
knows where you've been, she knows who you've seen
she
knows the sacred trust of love has been forever broken
trust,
once it's lost can it ever be found again?
that's
a question for the ages...
(written
sometime in 1998. There are some mistakes too big that can never be forgotten.
It changes the Essence of who you are forever. The person you are today isn’t
the person you should actually be. Too bad we haven’t invented time travel as
yet to right our wrongs erase all the pain we’ve ever caused another soul.)
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